Ugh.

I really dislike being sick. Its just really not fun.

I also really dislike being sick for 5 or 6 weeks and randomly starting to feel better and thinking you’re getting better once in a while just to totally get hammered with illness again a few days later.

I have been healed of everything that hindered me and kept me from taking care of myself, so its just really hard to wrap my.mind around being sick like this. I just want it to be over.

Over and over again I’ve cried out to God. I’m growing impatient waiting for his answer.

I don’t want to stay in bed anymore. I don’t want to be sleeping all day long only to wake and feel just as horrible.

I have been set free of so many things, but this illness is keeping me from action free and taking advantage of my freedom.

Daddy, I’m still waiting for you to show me what to do.

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